Friday, February 27, 2015

Mission Conference

My heart has been so blessed by our mission conference at church this past weekend.
I love missions. I think our life is absolutely considered missions. We should always be living like missionaries. I believe that The Lord has placed us where we are, right now, for a reason. I truly believe that. For some--it's in a school, a hospital, their own home, in Africa, in a cubicle, in Russia, at a park, with their kids, with their parents, with their friends, with their attitudes, there's so many  different "faces" to missions--and, so many missions.
From my time in Haiti with Joni & Friends Disability Ministry (you can read all about my trip here)

Friday evening, to kick off the Missions Conference, we headed to the church to hear Richie Session's preach. This man, he can preach! That's all I can say.
We read from Luke 5:12-16 and talked about "The Missional Heart of Jesus"
(as always, sharing my notes)
"12 While he was in one of the cities, there came a man full of leprosy.[a] And when he saw Jesus, he fell on his face and begged him, “Lord, if you will, you can make me clean.” 13 And Jesus[b] stretched out his hand and touched him, saying, “I will; be clean.” And immediately the leprosy left him. 14 And he charged him to tell no one, but “go and show yourself to the priest, and make an offering for your cleansing, as Moses commanded, for a proof to them.” 15 But now even more the report about him went abroad, and great crowds gathered to hear him and to be healed of their infirmities. 16 But he would withdraw to desolate places and pray."
If we don't get Jesus’ missional heart, then we won't have a heart for missions.
The missional life is not just a conference--it has to start with your heart being warmed with the mission of Jesus is your own life.
If you aren't a missionary, then you're the mission field.
In this passage, we see three things:
1. Desperation--the best word to describe a leper. They were the lowest caste of the population--"The Untouchables"
This man was FULL of leprosy; his was a long-term condition.
"Living death" is what leprosy used to be called.
Now days, we don't know what it's like to have leprosy---but, we do know what shame is and what that feels like.
When he saw Jesus (vs. 12) he fell on his face and begged Jesus.
Jesus had people like this constantly around Him--people that were desperate for healing, cleansing and peace is a glimpse into the heart of Jesus. 
Desperation is the only thing that will bring us to Jesus. Our need is the only thing that will bring us to Jesus. 
In our generation, our time, we hide it all. We try to appear "together" and keep it all inside but we. are. broken.
Need brings us to Jesus.
2. Compassion--Jesus stretched out His hand and touched the man. He has gut wrenching pity on him--He has compassion on him.
Am I desperate? Have I fallen on my face before God? How will Jesus respond to me? He has pity on me. He has gut wrenching compassion on me--that's WHY He came to this earth! He came so low so that any "untouchable" could come to Him. He came TO me.
He doesn't just touch the leper, He grabs him. He grabs him before He even heals the man--can you imagine? No one has touched this man for years...and Jesus touches his filth.
What Jesus is saying by touching this man is--I am prepared to become what you are to show you and give you what I have and what I am--and He does the same for us.
I will become dirty so that you can/will become clean.
ALL authority is MINE--everything--and He has come to touch us.
Jesus hates what sin has done to His creating and He's come to renovate it--healing the leper--changing the untouchables.
Have I tasted the compassion of Jesus Christ in me? It WILL change you.
People miss Jesus because they don't want to go down to Jesus--they don't want to be needy. 
3. Fellowship--He's going to bring us back together. After He heals this man, Jesus sends him back into the community--to family, to church, etc.
Ultimately, He is bringing us HOME--into fellowship of joy into The family of God--that's what missionaries are for.
Richie then spoke about the story of Mary of Magdalene and Jesus and their relationship. She was a woman who was possessed by seven demons--she would have been a terror and Jesus went to this tiny town of Magdalene to free her, to deliver her and after that, she followed Him through it ALL. All the way to His tomb (John 20:1-18) where she was the first one to arrive the day after He was put in there. She went there to care for Him, even after death. But lo, she sees that the body isn't there and through her emotions towards the situation, she doesn't even realize that Jesus is the very one talking to her, asking her why she's weeping. Then finally, all He does is say her name and she realizes that it's Him. Mary was the FIRST person that Jesus appeared to after His resurrection--there were a ton of people who would have been considered "better" choices--but He chose Mary.
He did not come so that we could "make it some day"--He came to the broken, to the needy, to renovate, and to captivate us. 
This is FOR ME--experience the JOY of His salvation. 
That is the missional heart of our King Jesus.

Even rereading my notes now for this post, my heart is pounding.
WHAT A GOD we serve! Wow.

We sang this song Sunday morning during the worship service and it doesn't matter how many times I've sung it--I tear up.

"Come People of The Risen King"
Come, people of the Risen King,
Who delight to bring Him praise;
Come all and tune your hearts to sing
To the Morning Star of grace.
From the shifting shadows of the earth
We will lift our eyes to Him,
Where steady arms of mercy reach
To gather children in. 

Rejoice, Rejoice! Let every tongue rejoice! 
One heart, one voice; O Church of Christ, rejoice!

Come, those whose joy is morning sun,
And those weeping through the night;
Come, those who tell of battles won,
And those struggling in the fight.
For His perfect love will never change,
And His mercies never cease,
But follow us through all our days
With the certain hope of peace.

Rejoice, Rejoice! Let every tongue rejoice! 
One heart, one voice; O Church of Christ, rejoice!

Come, young and old from every land -
Men and women of the faith;
Come, those with full or empty hands -
Find the riches of His grace.
Over all the world, His people sing -
Shore to shore we hear them call
The Truth that cries through every age:
“Our God is all in all”! 

Rejoice, Rejoice! Let every tongue rejoice! 
One heart, one voice; O Church of Christ, rejoice!

I've got to end with Richie's sermon from Sunday morning because it...it blew. me. away.
That's why I love the Bible. That's why I love that Jesus calls people to preach His word and blesses them with the words to say to His children. I've heard of Peter as long as I can remember and this sermon just brings a whole other aspect to just how rich Jesus’ love for those He loves truly is.

We read from Luke 5:1-11 and talked about "How God Makes Missionaries: The Calling of Peter"
"On one occasion, while the crowd was pressing in on him to hear the word of God, he was standing by the lake of Gennesaret, 2 and he saw two boats by the lake, but the fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. 3 Getting into one of the boats, which was Simon's, he asked him to put out a little from the land. And he sat down and taught the people from the boat. 4 And when he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch.” 5 And Simon answered, “Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets.” 6 And when they had done this, they enclosed a large number of fish, and their nets were breaking. 7 They signaled to their partners in the other boat to come and help them. And they came and filled both the boats, so that they began to sink. 8 But when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, “Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord.” 9 For he and all who were with him were astonished at the catch of fish that they had taken, 10 and so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon. And Jesus said to Simon, “Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching men.”[a] 11 And when they had brought their boats to land, they left everything and followed him."
Once the biggest failures experience forgiveness, they make the best missionaries.
Peter was a fisherman. His domain was the sea. He was not only a fisherman, he was THE master fisherman. In this passage, we see that Jesus was preaching from Peter's boat and then He asks the "master fisherman" to take him fishing.... in this passage, Peter is about to get caught.
Jesus pursues us. 
He has left heaven to pursue us.
The place that He pursues us is the place where we are most confident because that's the very place that we are hiding. We hide behind what we are good at & Jesus comes there, where we're hiding (even though we don't know we're hiding--self deceiving). He knows where we're hiding and how to catch us.
What am I hiding behind? Some talent, some strength, some gift...in every culture, in every land, we are hiding.
This goes all the way back to Genesis 3--where we see that the very first response to sin was to hide from God...but, He pursues those who are hiding...He asks Adam & Eve, "Where are you?" Do we really think that God didn't know where they were? NO! He wanted them to know He was looking for them; He wanted them, even still.
Jesus exposes us.
He exposes Peter with His sovereign, shocking power.
"God has authority over all the fish in the sea"--and here we see all the fish coming into the boat--more fish than these men can actually handle and Peter realizes that the one who's with him, sees his soul, and he is exposed.
He came into Peter's turf--He came in a way that Peter would understand and He exposes him in a way that will mean the most.
We find later in Isaiah 6:5 that Peter says: "I am a man of unclean lips" that here we have this marvelous preacher that's spreading the good news of the gospel and he knows that even this "best" part of him, is filthy.
A deconstruction of self is to experience the plague of our hearts.
This is what happens when we are exposed.
Jesus sees it all, and more. He exposes it to us.
The more you sense your need of Jesus, the closer you are to Him. 
"True knowledge of self brings true knowledge of God which brings true knowledge of self."
In John 4, we have the story of The Woman at the well and as we read and see where Jesus exposes her, she says: "Come, see a man who told me all that I ever did. Can this be the Christ?”
If we don't become exposed to Jesus, we will have no part of Him.
Jesus frees us. 
"Don't be afraid" is what He tells Peter.
He knows us, so that He may forgive us.
He exposes us, so that He may heal us, so that He may free us. 
Peter tells Jesus to depart from Him and we can relate to that! We don't want to be who Jesus exposes us to be--we can't handle who we truly are!
We become more and more in touch with our sinfulness and we weep and weep and yet He STILL meets us there--He will never let us go.
Jesus already knows all that we have done and will do and He chooses to continue to love us still.
In John 21, when we find Jesus back in Peter's boat, Peter doesn't push Him away this time--he jumps in the water and swims to Him because, he knows that he is freed in Jesus.
Those who know the depth of their sin and know how good the gospel is, those who are amazed by grace are the ones who make the best missionaries.
John Newton once said: "There is no greater joy to me than to comfort one of God's precious children"--the writer of Amazing Grace, who was once a slave trader with many stories to go alongside his career choice, was a great sinner who tasted forgiveness and made a wonderful missionary.
Jesus pursues, exposes, and frees us over and over and over again. 

Amen & amen. 

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

This Lady

Another 365 days have passed and here we are again, my sweet Mama's birthday!
Let me start by saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
What a year it's been for you--new beginnings with marriage, sad but hopeful endings with deaths, many Griswold travels, family dinners, & many other events and you've handled it all with grace and with that big ole' Carol Jussely smile on your face. As I sit here trying to find the adequate words to express just how much you mean to me and how thankful I am for you, I'm getting all tingly nosed and teary eyed. There is this deep rooted feeling and bond that I have with you and it's something that only The Lord could have planted and helped grow over my 25 years here on earth and for that, I am so incredibly thankful. I pray that you know what a huge blessing you are to my life (and many others). Not every girl can say that they look up to their mother. Not every girl can say that they want to possess many of the qualities that their mother's have. But, I can. 
It's not very often that a daughter thinks of their mother and their position as a wife. You've always been mom--the caretaker, the fixer, the helper, the everything else that you do. But, since being married I've started to think of your position as a wife--as a role model of how a wife should be. I didn't realize until getting married what a gem we Jussely children had in you and Dad. I mean, we knew we loved y'all and how amazing y'all were but, your marriage. When I'm tired of washing dishes, tired of doing the laundry, or feeling like I have some right to grumble about doing housework (or anything for that matter) I think of you and all the years of housework & everything else you've done and I remember that I've NEVER heard you grumble or complain. It's something I strive for. It's just who you are. You are a giver. You give, and give, and give and always show excitement and genuine interest while you're giving. I don't think it will ever stop amazing me. So, I want to thank you for showing me a tiny glimpse of what it's like to be a wife--one who loves The Lord and loves her husband and her family. It's something that is priceless to me. 
 With that being said, something that I've felt lately is the fact that I appreciate my parents, I really do. I try to make sure I always notice & acknowledge all that they do for us because I know what a blessing it is. The small things--like calling me to see how my day is, shooting me a text letting me know they are praying for me, inviting us over to dinner, taking us to lunch. These are the moments y'all. The older I've gotten, the deeper that appreciate for my parents has gotten. Time is fleeting and these relationships are so incredibly precious and I am doing my best to see that, to feel that, to respect that, to love that while it's here for me. 
I could go on and on. 
But I will stop there and just say, if I've said it once, I've said it a million times--I have the best mom & I hope that you have the best birthday and know how deeply loved you are!

Sunday, February 22, 2015

"All The Way My Savior Leads Me"

This was one of the songs that Jason and I had sung during our wedding ceremony. 
It's so full of truth, hope, and promises--something that a beginning marriage definitely needs. The particular version that we had was Chris Tomlin's (it's so beautiful!) I looked up the history of this hymn in my "Then Sings My Soul" book which has 150 of the world's greatest hymn stories. Miss Crosby has written some well known hymns (Blessed Assurance--another favorite of mine), poems, and other writings but this one in particular strikes a cord with me--not to mention it may have some sentimental value to us now. 

"ALL THE WAY MY SAVIOR LEADS ME"
Fanny J. Crosby {1875}

All the way my Savior leads me,
What have I to ask beside?
Can I doubt His tender mercy,
Who through life has been my Guide?
Heav’nly peace, divinest comfort,
Here by faith in Him to dwell!
For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well;
For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well.

All the way my Savior leads me,
Cheers each winding path I tread,
Gives me grace for every trial,
Feeds me with the living Bread.
Though my weary steps may falter
And my soul athirst may be,
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see;
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see.

All the way my Savior leads me,
Oh, the fullness of His love!
Perfect rest to me is promised
In my Father’s house above.
When my spirit, clothed immortal,
Wings its flight to realms of day
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way;
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way.

"...that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding." Colossians 1:9

When Fanny Crosby wrote, "All the way my Savior leads me, /What have I to ask beside?" she was expressing her own testimony of God's guidance. Even her blindness, she realized, was part of His plan. 
When Fanny was about six weeks old, her parents had realized with alarm that something was wrong with her eyes. The local doctor was away, but the Crosby's found a man--no one afterward recalled his name--who claimed to be a physician.  He put hot poultice on the baby's inflamed eyes, insisting it would draw out the infection. The infection didn't clear up, but white scars appeared, and in the months that followed the baby registered no response to objects held before her. As it turned out, Fanny was not totally blind.  Even in old age she could discern day from night. But, her vision was gone. 
Yet, this stimulated other gifts, such as her phenomenal memory. As a child, Fanny memorized whole sections of the Bible, including most of the Pentateuch, the four Gospels, all of Proverbs, and vast portions of other books. Whenever she wanted to "read" a passage, she just turned there in her mental "Bible" and read it, verbatim. "This Holy Book," she said when eighty-five, "has nurtured my entire life."
Years later, Fanny viewed her blindness as a special gift from God, believing He had given her a particular "soul vision" which equipped her for a special work. "It was the best thing that could have happened to me," she declared.  "How in the world could I have lived such a helpful life had I not been blind?" 
"Don't blame the doctor," Fanny said on another occasion.  "He is probably dead by this time. But if I could meet him, I would tell him that he unwittingly did me the greatest favor in the world."
Though this hymn expressed Fanny Crosby's lifelong testimony, it was prompted by a specific incident in 1874.  One day she didn't have enough money to pay her rent.  Just as she committed the matter to God in prayer, a stranger appeared at her door and pressed a ten-dollar bill in her hand before disappearing.  It was the very amount needed.  That night, she wrote the words to "All the Way My Savior Leads Me."

As I've mentioned before--a previous youth director of mine once said that most all hymns end with verses on heaven--either literally or metaphorically. I love the last verse of this song "Perfect rest to me is promised, in my Father’s house above. When my spirit, clothed immortal, wings its flight to realms of day--this my song through endless ages: Jesus led me all the way." What a testament and reflection of the hope we have as we trudge through this side of life. Thank God that we have Him to lead us, guide us, comfort us, and remind us that we've won! We win and we have this never ending hope and promise that's coming to us one day soon! Praise be to my God that loves me enough to bring me to Him, to lead me! 

Friday, February 6, 2015

What I'm Loving Right Now (2)

The Blacklist--THIS show y'all. It is so addictive. Jason likes James Spader and we watched this first episode for that purpose alone...we were hooked. If you like action, mixed with some crime and thrill, you'll love this show.
You can find all of season 1 on Netflix. 

I am loving this weather right now. Cold mornings, a bit "warmer" afternoons.
It's still sweater and boot weather and you all know how much I love that. 

The gang is all back at the Farmer's Market! The market is "closed" for the month of January (other than the loyal vendors that face the cold and make for happy customers) and now, everyone's back & it's wonderful!

Free Coffee February at Chick-fil-a--yes, you read that right. For the month of February, Chick-fil-a is giving me, you, and everyone else free coffee. "Chick-fil-A restaurants all over the nation want you to experience their new specialty grade ‘THRIVE Farmers' hot or iced coffee." Iced, hot, whichever your preference. Today, I got it iced with no sugar (added my own stevia once home), only the milk and it was delicious (even before the stevia was added)! I feel certain that won't be the only time I take part in this.
My current read, The Wingfeather Saga by Andrew Peterson--I was told about this series when Ellie Holcomb performed at our church earlier this year. She told me if I liked Harry Potter & Lord of the Ring(ish)ness, I would like these (little did she know, Harry Potter is my favorite) and once she said that, I knew I had to read them. I got the complete series for Christmas and I'm 20 pages away from finishing the first book and I am hooked. They are SO GOOD! This isn't from the book, but it's from an online piece about Andrew Peterson, the author of these books.  "The common thread in all this is my love for Christ and his Kingdom, my belief in the power of story and art, and my need for family and community. If I had to boil it all down, I'd say this: I want to use my gifts to tell the truth, and to tell it as beautifully as I can."

Speaking of Ellie Holcomb I am on a serious kick with her music lately. When I get to work in the mornings, I play her "As Sure As The Sun" album. It gets me in the right mindset for my day. If you've never heard it, you are MISSING OUT! While I'm on the Holcomb train, her husband, Drew--his new album is outstanding!

Which leads me to the next thing--The lineup for The Moon River Festival this year--it's awesome. This is something the Drew & Ellie hosted/put on last year in Memphis. It was so amazing last year and the line up is even better this year! 

One of my previous students recently had some rather extensive surgery and is home recovering for a few weeks. Knowing that, our school sent him a big, handmade, four page, get well card with a few fun things for him. His mom emailed me some pictures of him opening the package and telling me how excited he was made my week! 

TriviaCrack--this game is addicting, especially if one of your life goal's is to be on Cash Cab one day--a girl can dream! ;)

Coconut Crepes with Strawberries--We were making our "Easy" Primal Chicken Enchiladas and had some leftover crepes. I wanted something sweet, so we whipped up a little something. Picture this, the crepes, filled with a whipped mixture of heavy cream, espresso & dark chocolate balsamic, and some vanilla creme stevia, put a heaping spoonful of chopped strawberries, roll it up, and enjoy the yummy goodness. I have a feeling we'll be making these again.
For the Coconut Crepes
(originally found here)

What you need
3 eggs
1/2 cup coconut milk
2 tablespoons coconut flour
1 tablespoon vanilla

What you do
In a medium size bowl, whisk together all of the ingredients.
Heat a 9 in frying pan over medium heat and melt a small amount of coconut oil in the pan.
Using 2-3 tablespoons of batter per crepe, swirl the pan until the batter is thin and evenly distributed.
Cook for 1-2 minutes; until the edges are browned and curling upwards slightly.
Scoop the crepe onto a spatula and flip quickly.
Cook for 1 minute on the other side. 

Peppermint Essential Oil--My friend, Caroline, got Jason and I on a few of these oils and the peppermint is my favorite. Nothing opens up a stuffy nose like putting a little peppermint around it. Oh, it's amazing! It's super helpful for headaches too. We love it!

Heavenward by Scotty Smith--A daily prayer by Scotty Smith that you can subscribe to and have e-mailed to you. Many, many times I'll open this e-mail and it's just what I needed to read. They are great. Here's today's:
"A Prayer for Marriages--Friends and Ours"
Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Col. 3:12-14 (NIV)

     Therefore encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing. 1 Thess. 5:11 (ESV)

     Dear heavenly Father, failure to pray for and nourish our marriages is like failing to drink water, get sleep, or breath air. The outcome is predictable and not pretty. There’s no other relationship on earth with greater power to expose our brokenness and reveal your grace, tap into our longings and frustrate us beyond measure, all at the same time. And there’s no other relationship, like marriage, that Satan is more determined to crash and burn.

     So we come to you today, interceding for marriages—friend’s and ours.  Father, forgive us for ever thinking that there was only one person in the history of the world we were “supposed” to marry. No marriage can sustain that illusion. And forgive us for ever thinking that if we’d married the “right” person, it’d be enough. No marriage can carry that burden.

     You have made us for yourself, Father; and our deepest, most powerful, and most insatiable longings for relationship can only be met in you—not in any human being. So our prayer is simple and essential. Once again, Father, inundate our hearts and marriages with the only love that is better than life, the only love that will never let go of us, the only love that is enough—your lavish and liberating love for us in Jesus.

    Precisely because we are “chosen, holy, and dearly loved” by you, fill our hearts and marriages with your “compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.” Free us to forbear with each other, and forgive each other, as you so generously relate to us in Jesus. Until the day you take one of us home, help us to encourage one another and build each other up. Help us to outdo one another in kindness. So very Amen we pray, in Jesus merciful and mighty name.

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The weekend--simple as that. I am so happy it's the weekend. It was a long week!

Speaking of the weekend, tonight is "blockbuster" night with my honey and I am absolutely loving that. Delicious dinner made by my man & watching some Breaking Bad.

Dad's Wednesday night sermon series he's doing--The Seven Deadly Sins. This week's was on Anger and I have to end this post by sharing it with you all.

"Defusing a Dangerous Bomb"
It's a question the Lord asks Jonah (Jonah 4:4) and a question we need to ask ourselves more often than we do. What is this question?
"Have you any right to be angry?"

What an insightful, surgical question for all of us! It's a question that walks onto what often happens on the stage of our lives and pulls the mask off us. It's a revealing emotion, and a potentially destructive emotion.

This emotion is complicated, though, because in some forms, it's a symptom of something in the subconscious desires of the human heart, a whistle-blower for a deeper, darker devotion in our souls. It's symptomatic of something, and when it takes a downward turn, it is certainly a deadly sin. Consider this quote from Marcia Cannon: "You become angry when you define reality as unacceptable to you, and you feel unable to easily correct it, tolerate it, or let it go."

Anger is symptomatic to something else...

1.  Let's consider 3 characteristics of this potential sin that make it unique in comparison to the other seven deadly sins:

This is among the most wide spread sins (Romans 3:23, Genesis 4)
The breadth of this sin is omni-cultural-historical (all people in all times), and omni-generational (all ages).
Could it be the first sin we commit? Infused in a child's earlier actions is anger.  What about cold (rage containers, keeping records, getting even) and hot (rage spewers & confrentation) anger?

It may be the most dangerous of the seven deadly sins (Romans 6:23) What does Jesus connect this emotion with in Matthew 5:21-22 & 1 John 3:15? He connects anger with murder--they are put on the same continuum.

Not all expressions of this emotion are sin.  How does this emotion distinguish itself from the other seven deadly sins? Psalm 7:11; Mark 3:5; 2 Thessalonians 1:8; Romans 1:18; Deuteronomy 32:4. How does this give us hope?  God gets angry. It's all over scripture--yet, He never sins.

It is the cause of anger, not the experience of it, that qualifies it as sinful or righteous--Ephesians 4:26

2. Let's consider the main issue underlying this potentially deadly emotion:
Anger boils down to one issue: love.  In it's uncorrupted form, anger is actually a form of love.
When you love something, you could move in anger to protect it.

In other words, if we want to know when this emotion is sinful, we look for how our loves have become disordered.  It's not a question of whether we love, but what we love, what we long for, what we desire, what is valuable that we must protect.

How do we interpret reality, fundamentally?  This world is broken, fallen, and full of broken and fallen loves. There are threats to what we love, everywhere.
As Augustine says, "We are created to love God most and best, but too often we prefer ourselves and the things that serve us.  We make good things ultimate things." 

In its sinful form, this emotion, then, is inherently stupid--when we are so blinded by self consumed love that we lash out at anyone/anything that doesn't serve us.
There is a connection between pride and anger.
Sinful anger is always self-serving.
My love for __________ is making me express this emotion. But, should that be my greatest love and devotion?

3. Let's consider a gospel and grace oriented method against the madness of this potentially sinful and deadly emotion:
Defusing this "bomb" of anger requires untangling the source of this emotion, which is our ego-centric perception of reality.  Four steps provide a method against the madness.

Analyze this emotion early--think "is this anger self-serving?"

Feel ridiculous for being...ridiculous (Psalm 103:3, Colossians 2:13, Hebrews 13:20)

Remember what makes God angry, and let it make you angry too:
God loves His name, His reputation, and His glory.
God loves His people, His church
God loves this world
God loves those who obey Him
God loves The truth

Practice forgiveness (Matthew 6:9-15)
People will offend you, sometimes, we must absorb the debt